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Never knew letting you go

[15 Oct 2005|05:29pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Today hm not fun.
Dad made me clean lotz.
I went to Andrew I stole like $50 from him.
Came home..
Went to Media Play
I got my French Maid outfit for Halloween
lmaoo Meggan and I are bein that for Halloween =) =P
Then went to CVS bought like 3495739067 Makeup.
Came home..
Picked up mom.
Went to Vince n Joe's umm then Blockbuster.

Last night--
Went out to dinner with family and Roy.
That was much fun. lol
It took like 20 hours to get a seat.
I got a POTATO and a salad.
lmao my dad got pissed at all the immagrents in America
My mom was happy to hear that Roy hates gay people.
and so yah =)
Then we all went to Dairy Queen.
Dumb night.


Never knew letting you go

[13 Oct 2005|08:40pm]
Ahh today was.. ‘interesting’ as usual..

Its Ashley’s birthday.

So umm

1st hour-- Reading was fun I guess. We did play’s..?
2nd hour-- German I LOVE this class SO much =D umm we learned how to say potato.
3rd hour-- Math wow. I love this class. It was fun =D
4th hour-- Meaps .. They were fun. NOT last day of them though!! =)
5th hour-- Social studies.. Hey guys? Guess what SUBSITUTE I HAD. Yes Whitmore. She saw me and was like ahh we meet again Jessica and I said okay bye lmfao and left to go see Tara =)
6th hour-- Ralph got in trouble cause he asked Mrs. Whitmore ‘what she was smoking’ intresting.
Lunch-- Im now obsessed with saying “Ola” and “Sinyor” and “Sinyoretta”

Hmm came home.
No one was home 8-) fuck yeah.
Ashley came home.
Went to Bushemii’s saw Andrew’s mom and Aaron. Ahh was that fun or what
And now im off to eat Birthday Cake. =)

I Hate Gothic’s more than anything =)

Never knew letting you go

[08 Oct 2005|08:20pm]
[ mood | calm ]

umm today was fucked up like a gay man and sex in the ass..

soo my dad came charging in my room at 2 in the morning for yelling at me and I was like - much awake.. umm okay..?
Then him, and Leeann went to the Michigan vs. Minnesota game with their friends GO MINNESOTA =D =D.. ahhh yess but anyways.. I went over Andrew from 11-3? Anthony found a little bird who couldnt fly hm. Andrew was being a total ass hole to it so I slapped him =) I also broke 5 of his ciggarettes and said their bad for him. yes good Jessica. but in the end he got pissed and wouldnt talk to me over that wow. so I left he texted me I was pissed broke up with him..? hes sussposed to call me after work and talk about it umm no. =) I talked to that Mellisa Andary girl, shes really nice.. =) but anyways that was boring I tried making maccaroni.. but I CANT cook oh well. Dad got me Taco Bell. and now im here. okay bye.

$20 bucks says no1 read this..

Meggan loves Matt = SEX IN THE BATH TUB =D

This is ghetto music.
This is how we get down.
Damn I wish grandma could see this. :-)

I love you...........



Never knew letting you go

[07 Oct 2005|11:03pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

Ahhh today was the best day =)

Well I went to skewl late @ like 8:30..? yeah.

1st hour--
We read..? umm

2nd hour--
GERMAN. We learned how to say potatoe =).. and shit like that.

3rd hour--
mmkay took meaps THAT was fun.
I just copied off of Robert. oops.

4th hour--
Ahh I got my ID card.
Very much getting retakes. thankz.

5th hour--
gah I got..
Social Studies- A
German- A-
Math- C+
Science- B-
English- A.. woa I got four A's =O and a B

6th hour--
umm free time..?

Came home..
Went to my aunts with dad and to the bank.
Cam home.
My aunt called she wanted to go to the mall
I went with her.
We went to Wendys and the pet store after
I gotta nother fishie =)
And I yelled at Andrew for summin =X

..oh I also got Jeorjette's ashes =\ mmm I love and miss her so much =\
I dont knoe what im doing with them yet.
I might spread them outside and keep some.
I have Max's right next to my bed.
I dont knoe..

Never knew letting you go

[03 Oct 2005|07:10pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Well today was fun.

1st Hour--
umm reading.

2nd hour--
we played fish?

3rd hour--
Math we had meaps.
that Jessica failed.

4th hour--
we played some game
my team won AGAIN. 8-)

5th hour--
lang arts?
dude Mr. Walker had a T E M P E R

6th hour--
Umm all we did wa talk?
Got my test back.
I gotta C greaat.

Came home..
Went to my aunts kuz her cat died my dad and I bought her a Triple king size hersheys bar or something 6 baloons and flowers WELL THE CAT WAS 22 YEARS OLD.<33
Went to the store to get Gatorade
and now im here =)

Parents are leaving Wensday afternoon till Friday afternoon
im not goin to skewl Thursday that means Wensday night ill be outside all damn day I wont have to 'sneak' out ha. hoes<3
=D I so cannot wait

I miss Stewart alot.
for the record everyone
Taylor to.=( =\

I love you Andrew

You could smoke or buy a bag yeah, of grass yeah
Got money I can flash yeah, and trash yeah
I'ma Big Tymer nigga yeah, pull the trigger yeah
A playa hata flipper yeah, grave filla yeah

2would kill me♥ Never knew letting you go

Meggan and Rapists and Weed And Aaron and EVERYTHING. [02 Oct 2005|08:54pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Ahh well today at 1 in the morning Andrew called me I went over his house.. Hassan was their they had already 16 shots of Yagger ick. So they were really fucked and even then had like 456 more. =\ And then threw the bottle on the horse farm..? loser's. So Hassan went inside talking to Amanda lmao Andrew and I got into a fight.. About mostly 'everything' where fine now.. I guess.. =\ hm so. I left around 4. Saw Josh and Matt that was fun I kinda missed Joshy =)

--> I woke up @ 12:30:Ish Andrew called wanted em to go over. But I wanted to do something with Meggan =) She came over. We went for a walk. And this is when the fun happened.. Some black guy from the apartments behind the hill yelled out EY EY!! to Meggan and I so knoeing the IDIOTS we are we stop and he started walking to us. woa. he was some black kid who looked like he was 15..? 16..? We were like alright whatever hi..? He went on the walk with us lmao. He told us alot about him. He was really nice. Except like his shirt was about sex and like he dropped a condom outta his pocket and was liek ah just ignore that 2 me and I was like umm alright. So then we went to his apartment that was fun. Turns out he was 19.. Yeah he turned 19 on the 9th of September.. Umm so he knew Andrew's pot head brother Aaron. woa. He called Aaron on my phone and told him to come over. Aaron saw me and was like DUDE THATS MY BROTHER'S GIRLFRIEND!! and saw Meggan and just omfg. He wants her so fucking bad lmao. So we were all inside and like Aaron and this kid who we dont even no his name went on the poarch and did weed..? Meggan and I where just chillin inside watchin tv wow. They came in Aaron had morphine. yeah liquid to. hes such a fuckin pot head, dumb ass. He wanted us to do it with him but we didnt. =) umm so then Aaron left like 5 minz later Meggan and I left saw Aaron and his friends, hooked back up with Aaron went to Andrews for psh 5 minutes cause their step dad came out and told Andrew to come inside mmm and then we just talked to Aaron then he had to go in and their mom told us to leave lol in a nice way though. So Meggan and I were like wtf happened. hm turns out Aaron got introuble for getting high, yeah she finally found out and then Andrew got introuble for getting drunk last night. wow. okay im done..

was that long enough beaner..? lmao
since ur the only one who reads it and DO THE QUIZ I COMMENTED TO U!!

Never knew letting you go

LMFAO IM A GANGSTA =D [01 Oct 2005|06:46pm]
[ mood | curious ]

1] Do you believe the south will rise again? hell no
2] Do you drive a four-wheel drive automobile? no
3] Do you live in a mobile home? no
4] Is your car still primer gray? no
5] Do you like country music? no
6] Do you have a broken car in your back yard? no
7] Do you own a cowboy hat? no
8] Do you live on more then 2 acres? no
9] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home? no, i wish

Total YES: 0

1] Do you wear black eyeliner?: yes
2] Is most of your clothing dark?: no
3] Do you think about death often?: yea
4] Do you want to die?: no.
5] Are you a social outcast?: no
6] Are you pale?: no
7] Do you like Hot Topic?: no
8] Do you enjoy Tim burton movies? wat?
9] Are you nice?: yea
Total YES: 3

--Skater Punk--
1] Can you skateboard?: eww no
2] Do you wear Vans?: once again.. eww no
3] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends? yea
4] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops?: yea
5] Do you watch the x-games? no.
6] Do you have any piercings?: Yea
7] Do you like/wear mohawks? another.. eww no
8] Do you wear Band t-shirts: umm no
9] Have you called someone a poser?: yes

Total YES: 4

1] Do you say the word "like": lol yea
2] Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch?: yea
3] Do you pop the collar? yea 8-)
4] Do the people in Hot topic scare you?: YES!
5] Is the only nerd you like Seth Cowen? lmao yes
6] Do you watch LAGUNA BEACH? no
7] Do you like pop music?: yes
8] Do you want/have a little dog?: hell no

Total YES: 6

1] Is your hair long?: yea
2] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?: no
3] Do you want peace?: no
4] Do you want to save the animals? yea!!!
5] Do you think war is unneccesary?: no
6] Is love essential in your life?: yea
7] Have you smoked pot?: yea
8] Do you like classic rock and trippy music? ya

Total YES: 5

1] Do you act ghetto? oh yaaa
2] Do you wear do-rags?: no
3] Do you like hip-hop?: yea
4] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?: YES!!! AND BIGGIE
5] Do you believe he's alive?: yea
6] Do you like afros?: yeah
7] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle"?: unfortunially yah
8] Do you like to dance?: yea
9] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit: lmao yes

Total YES: 8

1] Do you cry often?: no
2] Do you wear hoodies: yea
3] Do you like soft music: no
4] Do people missunderstand you?: yea
5] Do you write poetry?: yea if I can. now Stewart can damn.
6] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark: no
7] Do you cut your hair: no
8] Are you lonely: nope
9] Is Ohio for lovers?: no

Total YES: 3

1] Do you surf? no
2] Do you wear flip flops year-round?: yea
3] Is your hair shaggy?: no
4] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?: yeah
5] Do you own any pairs of shorts?: yeah
6] Are you tan?: not really but okay
8] Do you want to be at the beach right now?: yea
9] Do you hate tourists?: yes

Total YES: 5

1] Do you wear glasses: no
2] Do you get good grades? no
3] Do you use an inhaler?: no
4] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets? no
5] Does your mom pick out your clothes?: no
5] Are you on the computer often?: yeah
6] Do you ever get picked on?: no
7] Do you look forward to go to school?: no
8] Are you shy around the opposite sex?: JESSICA BROOKE DUNCAN!?!!? bitch for real.
9] Do you have braces? yea

Total YES: 2

Never knew letting you go

[01 Oct 2005|06:37pm]
1. Have we kissed?:
2. Do you want to?:
3. What would you like our relationship to be?:
4. Have we dated?:
5. Did you like it?:
6. Do you want to date?:
7. Are we close friends?:
8. Would you be here if I needed you?:
9. Are you attracted to me?:
10. Mentally, sexually, or both?:
11. Do you love me?:

Do you like my-

12. Face?:
13. Eyes?:
14. Lips?:
15. Body?:
16. Arms?:
17. Legs?:
18. Clothes?:
19. Ass?:
20. Hands?:
21. Hair?:

Do think I'm-

22. Sexy?:
23. Beautiful?:
24. Hot?:
25. Cute?:


Do you think I'm-
26. Crazy?:
27. Nice?:
28. Fun to be around?:
29. Funny?:
30. Annoying?:

Would you..

31. Share chocolate with me?:
32. Spend a weekend with me?:
33. Alone?:
34. Hook up with me?:
35. Have sex with me?:
36. Care if I ran away?:
37. Care if I died?:
38. Miss me if I left?:
39. Hang out with me?:

What would you do if..

40. I kissed you?:
41. You found out I was missing?:
42. You found out I was in the hospital?:
43. You found out I was dead?:
44. I cried?:
45. I asked you for help?:
46. I told you I loved you?:
47. I told you I hated you?:
48. Someone told you I wanted you to kiss me?:
49. Someone told you I had a crush on you?:

In the last week have you..

50. Wanted to kiss me?:
51. Wanted to see me?:
52. Wanted to have sex with me?:
53. Wanted to tell me you loved me?:
54. Wanted to spend alone time with me? *wink*:
55. Wanted to get to know me better?:
56. Thought about me?:
57. Missed me?:
58. Wanted me?:
59. Seen me?:
60. Kissed me?:

Have I..

61. Kissed you?
62. Hugged you?
63. Told you I loved you?:
64. Made you happy?:
65. Made you sad?:
66. Made you angry?:
67. Made you feel better if you were upset?:

Are you..

68. Happy you know me?:
69. Going to post this is so I can answer it?:

Watch no1 does it lmao

2would kill me♥ Never knew letting you go

[26 Sep 2005|12:41pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Wow SO I dont really update because of myspace =P

umm yesterday--
Went to Meggans damn it was fun.
to much to type
Cody came over with all of us.
Cody would stop litterly attacking me.
And my ass hurts like hell.
but its all good
Cody threw a lighter ON my foot.. it blew up.
umm we all danced in the rain. fun..?
Cody wanted to fight Anthony lmao!!
ahh it was fun <33

Went to the mall with Meggan
it was fun as fuck.
She got her homecoming shoes lmao
Evan was a mannican..? lmao =P

umm went to skewl?
unlike some people.

Boy it was fun.
Half day = Donught sale
Tara and I walked to EVERY table lmao
Were hoes <33
The famous slut came to our skewl.
She met Tara
We went to Olga's umm..?
We saw Tony. =\ can you say MEMORIES.
It started POURING.
we ran into Seneca
Went back to my house
got ready
Went to Chippewa.
Saw Tony again.
Went to Cody's
Jon, Phil and Drew were their.
Thats ghetto <33
umm was fun.
hah Phil stole the sluts purse.
We all went to the game.
Saw Brittany =)
Phil and I started dancing to there cheer thing
Hah they started screaming--
so absoulty NOONE said it
So Phil and I did lmfao
Ah. That Jon kid wouldnt stop slapping my ass. it hurt like hell
the JANITOR yelled at all of us. lmao
Then some fat guy did to.

umm so.
thats all im doing
this was gay.


long enough beaner..?

oh and I stayed home today because im sick =(

oh Andrew asked me out.
I didnt answer
I dont no about us.

4would kill me♥ Never knew letting you go

[17 Sep 2005|01:20pm]
First best friend: never had a 'best' friend. I wish I did though.
First car: Im not 16
First screen name: chickybabe81 8-) lmfao I ws 10. and Ashley made it hah I remeber she asnt gonna let me have one.
First pets: Dog, Max. I love you <33
First piercing/tattoo: Both ears.

Last cigarette: umm like 2 days ago =)
Last car ride: i walk bitch
Last kiss: umm yesterday =X
Last hugg: WITH DOUG. at the game
Last good cry: never
Last library book: umm none?
Last movie seen: uhh shit man. Be cool?
Last beverage drank: ORANGE JUICE.
Last food consumed: bagel
Last crush: umm George?
Last phone call: Joe
Last time showered: at 10 this morning 8-)
Last shoes worn: FLIP FLOPZ.
Last cd played: youngbloodz
Last item bought: MY MARIJUANA ATTENA.
Last annoyance: a 'friend'
Last shirt worn: Wife beater
Last website visited: Myspace
Last IM: Abbie
Last word you said: umm I think Bye?
Last song you sang: always be my baby__ Mariah Carey
What color socks are you wearing? none
What's under your bed? alot.
What time did you wake up today? 8?

Where do you want to go? Stay in the Townnshipp
What is your career going to be? Veternarian//Animal cop//Cop//Boxer//Criminal phycologist// 4 star general
Where are you going to live? uhhh here
How many kids do you want? none. for sure. 8-)
What kind of car(s): ESCALADE. duh

Current mood: pissed
Current music: none
Current taste: my tounge.
Current hair: brown
Current clothes: wife beater and nike shorts.
Current color of toenails: red

1. Nervous Habits: Hitting things.
2. Are you double jointed? lol no
3. Can you roll your tongue? yea
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? no
5. Can you blow spit bubble? lol YES
6. Can you cross your eyes? yeah
7. Tattoos? no
8. Piercings and where? ears
9. Do you make your bed daily? dog ruins it.

10. Which shoe goes on first? Am I sussposed to keep track of that..?
11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone? yup, Tony. =) but it was a flip flop
12. On the average, how much money do you carry in your wallet? umm $35?
13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7? Earring, sex braclets, and tiffany necklace
14. Favorite piece of clothing? shirts..?

15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? cut lol
16. Have you ever eaten Spam? hahaha no
17. Favorite ice cream flavor? SUPERMAAAAAAAAN
18. How many cereals in your cabinet? 2?
19. What's your favorite beverage? apple juice//orange juice
20. What's your favorite restaurant? OLIVE GARDE.
21. Do you cook? ahh I cant for shit.

22. How often do you brush your teeth? morning n night
23. Hair drying method? every time 8-) or else its all curly
24. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair? nooo

25. Do you swear? fuck yeah
26. Do you ever spit? NO

27. Animal? wolve's//bears//BUFFALO'S
28. Food? ceaser salad.
29. Month? September
30. Day? Friday
31. Favorite Cartoon Character? ..no
32. Shoe Brand? Nike..?
33. Subject in school? Math
34. Color? blue
35. Sport? football
36. TV show? family guy, american dad, the simpsons

41. The CD player? a cd?
42. Person you talk most on the phone with? Andrew. for sure.
43. Pictures up? Nirvana posters and tupaccc <33
44. Do you regularly look at yourself in store windows and mirrors? yeah
45. What color is your bedroom? white
46. Do you use an alarm clock? no I got my dad =)
47. Window seat or aisle? AISLE.

48. What's your sleeping position? im on bottomn and hes on top. =)
49. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? yes
50. Do you snore? no-- have to listen to Chief snore though
51. Do you sleepwalk? no
52. Do you talk in your sleep? lol from what I hear
53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? yes
54. How about with the light on? nope. fish tank light sometime's
55. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? no.
56. Do you sleep with the door shut? only when Chief sleeps with me its open

4would kill me♥ Never knew letting you go

[17 Sep 2005|01:00pm]
Wow so knoeone really updates anymore except me.
Cause of myspace.. Yeah I no imma trader. =(
Umm soo the last time I updated was uhh..? The mall with them.
SO im trying to remember what I did..?
Yeah I forget easily. Oh well.
Last night--
Was the game.
I went with Meggan =)
We got their saw Brittany and Lauren in their little Chippewa Cheerleading outfits lmfaoo ahh so then saw Phil, Beaner and STEVE. omfg. He still wants head hmm fag.
Okay so then we all hung out an shit.. Saw Brett M or something Andrew's friend. Lauren and him started going out last night..? I saw George for like.. five minutes..? Psh maybe even 3. Umm so Steve wanted to fight everyone who walked bye. I saw Kara ahh we hugged <33 havent talked to her in awhile =( lol that was nice. Nick has a huge ass hickey on his neck..? from what I hear.
So. Phil wouldnt stop calling me prude cause I wouldnt kiss steve. uhm.
Then this I tripped this little kid. oops =( lmfao
Then Steve and beaner went yelling at everyone wearing pink shirts *guys.* yeah thats Beaner for u all. Then Steve yelled at some kid who lost a fight.
So then their was this black kid named Doug. ohh gee that was fun. Beaner and Steve go up to him telling him I thought he was hott and I liked him lmao. So I gave him my number..? and hugged him lmfao. Steve told him I wont do anything with him because I wouldnt even kiss Steve then I forgot who but someone said maybe because hes BLACK. lmfao whores<33
So Hassan was also their. THAT was fun.
Everyone was saying shit about Rachel umm..
Then she got their with some weird girl who was nasty =X
Joe was their with his WEIRD friends.
Billy and his whores hugging him (( so I brought him to the side and told him NO. ))
Wow negro's yesterday was the shit

Today--umm boxing and yah..?
Tommorow-- Dog show and family party maybe with George =D

I love it how not even my best friend help's me with what I have to tell you.. yah thankz asshole. <33

Never knew letting you go

[11 Sep 2005|07:07pm]
[ mood | curious ]

Today was fun and a great lesson to everyone.

Woke up
Picked up Rachel
Went to the mall
Met George there =D
Billy came
lmao much fun with them
I bought a marijuana flashing antenna * get back to THAT. *
Some diamond things for my phone
and a Rottweiler wallet =D
Left the mall
Stayed at Rachels for a bit
She told George.. something. =\
Came home..
Saw Marisa and her friend.
I went over Hassan's for a bit
We talked for like 2 hours
He stole my attena wich I still dont have.
Came home..
Roy was here..
umm thats about it..?
Fun day =)

Always be my baby__ Mariah Carey

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xX Cobain Xx 420: :-)
THEpolishPiMp89: true true
THEpolishPiMp89: billy likes grabbing ur boobs
xX Cobain Xx 420: i learned that today..
THEpolishPiMp89: lol
xX Cobain Xx 420: and ass.
THEpolishPiMp89: ill c if its fun next time
THEpolishPiMp89: ;-)
<< =O

Well we all learned never to take anything for granted.
Since that boys death.
Like imagine the people who made fun of him..?
Now maybe they regret it.
RIP Justin.. even though I met you once. you were a nice kid

2would kill me♥ Never knew letting you go

im addicted to money cars and clothes [10 Sep 2005|10:09pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

1st hour--
Reading with Mcmillian? shes nice.

2nd hour--
German eww I sit by Jessica fat feaster NOT fun.

3rd hour--
Math? lmao I love this teacher

4th hour--
Back with the british boy

hmm fun..? Emily and I bitched out slut 7th graders.

5th hour--
Fire drill
I got scared =(

6th hour--
Emily, Genna and I did the play lmfao

Came home
Marisa came over
We saw Anthony (( Andrew's little brother ))
Chilled with him..?
We went to the hill saw Matt
I yelled at Anthony for smoking and he's 11. fag.
Matt and Anthony decided they wanted to go to the game..?
So dad, mom, marisa and I went to the game oh and Anthony n Matt lmao
Got their it was awsome =D
Saw everyone from Erie
Christ they looked SO diffrent =O =P
Met Jenna their.
George was their acting like he was hott in his football thing
I missed that fucker so much so I like hugged him for the LONGEST time ever
Anthony yelled out AWW IM TELLING ANDREW!!! umm..?
So then I saw Tony's friend Malcolm. Nigel. and Nate. there tight
Malcolm and I talked for a really long time.
We all left.
Dropped Marisa off
Matt and Anthony stayed over until 11?
We went to Mandys and got egg's
We egged ^(&$%)&*^*&^_ SOMEONE'S house
Anthony went home.
Matt stayed with me and we went to my neighbor's party
He left around 12
I stayed at the party.
Came home and slept..?

Umm Matt and Anthony came over.
We went to Barrymores
lmao it was awsome
The arabics were stalking us
Anthony hit Matt and I's "go-kart" so we went EVERY were =!
Then we went to McDonalds LMFAO!!
I gotta pop..?
Anthony tried climbing a ladder outside
We ordered food through the drive through..?
Anthony went up to go buy MORE food
So Matt and I RAN outside and he was like lookin for us EVERYWERE
So we went back to my house
They tried stealing the caddilac thing off cars for me cause I want one..
I went home
Andrew made me go over his house
So I did
Anthony, Aaron, Hassan, Mike, Matt's brother, Andrew and I were all sittin outfront
They made Anthony and I go to my house and get M-80's (( there illegal firecrackers)) BUT OF COARSE I HAVE ONE MILLION OF THEM =D lol
umm Hassan and I hugged..?
and he actually didnt hit me =)
came home
and here I am

look up lyrics to mariah carey always be my baby<< its a reminder =P

2would kill me♥ Never knew letting you go

[06 Sep 2005|02:36pm]
[ mood | weird ]

Alright so yesterday was monday.. right?

So it was fun =)
Woke up
Went to " The moving wall "
Dont no what that is.. you're retarted. its for the Veitnam Veterans that died
SO I went their with my aunt, sisters boyfriend, dad, cousin and sister.
We went to Olga's after it
Every random old guy was talking to Riley and I (( my kuz )) Kuz shes 7 and like fucking gorgeaus. (sp?)
and she would like run behind my leg ahh I love that child.
So she sorta "live's" with my aunt her grandma kuz shes my 2nd cousin and so yah.
But we went to drop her off at her house.
Stopped at Mcdonalds.
Met a homeless person..?
Since they live in a trailer its ansty but are moving to some house with 5 storys..? uhmm?
Well their in the nice part or whatever like its A and B
And B is the GHETTO
So knoeing me I went there with Riley's step sister and her friend these are the comments we got
-- Tailer trash ( thought we lived there )
-- I want ass tonight ladys
-- Lotta other trailer shit.
Came home around 10
Went out with Andrew for awhile he gave me my Family Guy DVD AND PHONE BACK.
Talked to Marisa till 12..? yeah shes my little shoulder to cry on since no1 else cares. =)
she told me something I didnt wanna no.
it made me feel like imma bad example to my friends =\ whatever..
But she understand on why I told her something I did. =)

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OMG...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! READ THIS ULL LOVE IT. [04 Sep 2005|04:21pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Well since no1 really is SO much intrested in Livejournal anymore since Myspace took over. Tara's the only one who reads this but 5 people comment and ill update like I use2. =) HEY TARA you're gonna LOVE this entry kuz it has Aaron in it =P! lmao

I am number one 8-)

Friday-- Meggan came over. and I had a KICK ASS fun time. =)

So Saturday MORNING around 1 o' clock in the morning I was with Andrew until 3..? WOA ALOT went down. So we just talked about alotta bull shit and like we heard like people spying on us and I thought it was Rubia kuz I had REALLY good ears. Like we heard people climbing fence's and shit but oh well didnt see anyone I did but he said it was my imagination..? SO we went to his house and chilled outfront (( this is when the shit went down ;-) )) I STARTED WALKING HOME.. And I screamed my ass off kuz these 3 random guys just pop outta no where lands bush and grab me from the back one trips me and the other screams to scare me.. TURNS THE FUCK OUT IT WAS ANDREW'S BROTHER AARON, RUBEA, AND MIKE. They were playing a trick on us the whole time like stalking me then on my way home were gonna get me.. ugh so I got about 34789563986 scratches HUGE and bleading my ass off and my wife beater was COVERED in blood. lmfao.. Ahh went to bed.. woke up.. It was my birthday everyone sang happy birthday =P.. Then I went over Taylors..
Met Brittany and Beaner their
Beaner brong like these sick ass cherry vanilla cigars.. sorry beaner they were nasty as hell =! Then we went to Walgreens Taylor was gonna buy me a baloon and ball for my birthday =D NEVER HAPPENED. But I gotta sweet ass card saying I was hott =).. or a hott ass? hmm.. So then we went to Olga's THAT was a party.. lmfao Then we let went to The Stranger's house hold (( Phil )) his friend Steve was their.. mmkay this kid was the BIGGEST wigger ever I mean HUGE ASS WIGGER so he wanted me to give him head.. uhh Went back to Taylors with Brittany kuz Taylors mom like flipped a nut or somethin..? Then my parents picked me up and we all went to dinner With Ashleys boyfriend and my parents lol to Carrabea's that was fun its really nice. Came home went to Meijer's with Ashley and Roy at one in the morning lmao it was SWEET they started SCREAMING " ITS MY SISTER'S BIRTHDAY!!!" liek louder then anything in the store and parking lot so then they told me told me to leave so they could SURPRISE me with ballons yah so they bought me 56 of them and like 50 of them we let go in the parking lot because we could only takae 6 home LMFAO! and they bought me a fish.. umm so we came home I went to bed. Hassan called me about 20 times leaving me the most GAYEST messages on eefing earth. =P woke up. Had family party it was fun

I was Riley the whole time
I got all together 260 dollars from everyone
I lost the attena to my phone.. hmm gonna by one tommorow ey Jessica..?
My aunt got drunk.. uh.
We lit off like 100 fireworks
We also did M-80's and cherry bombs wich have been illegal in Michigan for hmm years..!?!? lmfao
We decorated my neghibors house with like 389673896 ballons so when they come home their gonna be like WHAT THE FUCK. kuz its Larry's birthday (( her husband )) hmm
Riley met Andrew. lmao
He gave her an eye..? lmfao
Did I mention I have no atena..
Then I came home I was gonna go over my aunts to spend the night with my second cuz * Riley * her grand-daughter I love that child. She's like my little child.
Oh yeah She met Joe and HATE'S him
She also Met Jake, Matt, Alex, and like 3468973896 random guys that scared her little ass. =P

ahh --* Comment if u read this bitch =P kuz you have some good ass eyes!!

Wiink x Kiiss 69: i have a feeling ima run into something the first tyme I get my drivers lincese
xX Cobain Xx 420: fence?
xX Cobain Xx 420: house?
xX Cobain Xx 420: mailbox?
xX Cobain Xx 420: bush?
xX Cobain Xx 420: ...
xX Cobain Xx 420: child.
Wiink x Kiiss 69: who knoes
Wiink x Kiiss 69: ima run into &*%$#*.

Me:You knoe ive been working on my anger problem you idiot thankz for ruining it!
Alex (( he was stoned)): What nigger what!?!?!
<< yes he was on weed. fuckin idiot =)

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[31 Aug 2005|03:40pm]
[ mood | content ]

Well today was the first day of skewl
I went to bed @ 3 in the morning so it fucked things a little up lmao
I guess you could say I liked it alot
Even though there's these mexicanos hittin on Emily, Genna and I hmm.
My teachers a slut
The other one's a little britan dude
everyone from the high schools wouldnt stop calling my phone.. HMM IDIOTS.
The new 6th graders are sluts and think they own the back of the bus//skewl
The 7th graders still think their the shit. hey we did to admit it.
I have german and reading? hmm.
thats about it =)
now im going to taco bell and hangin out with Marisa. Meggan. and Rachel.

Never knew letting you go

[31 Aug 2005|05:32am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

....bad myspace....

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[27 Aug 2005|01:37am]

2would kill me♥ Never knew letting you go

[23 Aug 2005|07:29pm]
[ mood | diffrent ]

Well last night I was with Hassan and Andrew ALL night from like 1 in the morning till 4 we had MUCH fun lmao short::

--Lit pinecones on fire =)
--Went to the hill, I got covered in grass yeah 8-)
--Went back to my house cops saw us uh oh ALOT of other shit went down.
--Hassan thinks he can box em 8-)

Hmm today..
Woke up
People where doin our landscaping IT LOOKS SO FUCKING GOOD so they woke me up cause all they were doing was yelling at eachother. I just cleaned all day? Went over Andrews around 6 came home at 9 It was fun Anthony and Andrew threw cat nip (( weed )) lmao all over me =D hmm then Anthony burnt me with a cigar uhh hes 10 and smokes? yeah so then Hassan pranked EVERYONE on my phone especially the dinosaur lmao he's like give me head! lmao!! ahh so then we went in and watched Family guy uhh Hassan still had my fone.. SO we had a pillow fight. he won. lmao then Anthony and I had a fist fight =) lol then I left and went home went to DQ and yah

I love you Andrew =)

2would kill me♥ Never knew letting you go

[22 Aug 2005|10:24pm]
[ mood | wtf ]

[X] been drunk.
[X] smoked pot.
[x] kissed someone same sex
[x] opposite sex
[x] make out
[x] oral
[ ] all theee waaay
[ ] rode in a taxi.
[x] been dumped.
[ ] shoplifted.
[ ] been fired.
[x] been in a fist fight.
[x] broken a bone
[ ] got hit by a car.
[x] snuck out of your parent's house.
[ ] been arrested. . .
[x] gone in a mosh pit.
[x] stole something from your school.
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] went on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[x] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ] been to europe.
[x] skipped school.
[x] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] lost your sibling.
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] went ice skating.
[x] cheated on a bf/gf.
[ ] been cheated on.
[x] had ur tonsils out.
[ ] had a car.
[ ] Totaled a car

Do you...
[ ] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely.
[ ] feel happy.
[ ] hate yourself.
[\] think you're attractive.
[x] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[ ] listen to Hawaiian Music
[x] listen to underground hip hop
[x] listen to rap
[x] listen to rock
[ ] listen to country.
[ ] listen to reggae.
[ ] listen to techno.
[x] have hobbies.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[ ] get good grades.
[ ] play an instrument.
[ ] have slippers
[ ] wear boxers
[x] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[x] like the color pink.
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[x] have long hair
[ ] have short hair.
[x] have a cell phone.
[ ] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager

Are you...
[ ] ugly
[ ] pretty.
[x] ok.
[ ] Handsome.
[x] bored.
[x] happy.
[ ] bilingual.
[ ] Hawaiian.
[ ] Samoan.
[ ] Filipino.
[ ] Korean.
[ ] British.
[x] white.
[ ] black.
[ ] mexican.
[ ] puerto rican.
[ ] asian.
[ ] short.
[x] tall
[x] realistic
[ ] sick (mentally)
[x] mad
[ ] lazy.
[ ] single.
[x] taken.
[ ] looking.
[ ] not looking.
[x] talking to someone.
[x] IMing someone.
[ ] scared to die.
[x] horny
[ ] tired.
[ ] sleepy.
[x] annoyed.
[ ] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[x] on the phone.
[ ] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[x] in your pjs.
[x] ticklish
[x] listening to music
[\] a virgin ;-)

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